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Thursday, March 21, 2013

I Love You Everywhere...

Save Me Helicopter! Take Me Back To Texas!

March 2013

Hudson,

You said something today that pretty much sums up our last year of craziness, deep feelings, and major transition! Bless your sweet heart. You are one smart kid who has gone through a lot of change. We were driving down the street and a helicopter was flying above us, and you said, "Mamma, Look, a helicopter. Maybe it's coming to rescue us and take us back to Dallas." HARAM! My baby love! You miss Dallas. It was your home for your whole life until now. However, you are making such great friends here and I think you are liking it more everyday. Dallas will always be in your heart though just like Oklahoma will be in mine.

What Mamma Does for You at Night...

March 21, 2013

Hudson,

You have had really dry hands from this cold weather. We moved from a warm climate to a freezing climate. It's been hard on all of us. You have told us many times - "I want to go back to a place I can wear flip flops and shorts all day." I guess weather can affect kids just like adults. You have gotten crazy dry hands from this cold climate. They get so dry, you itch them. Poor my baby! I took you to the doctor and they have gave us some special cream. You are so cute, you put it on every night. It can really bother you. But, what you don't know - every night while you sleep, I lather your hands with Aquaphor and I also lather your lips because they are really dry and chapped. It helps so much! I take care of you and watch your back even while you sleep my love. I'm never far away. I always tell you that.

I love you sweet amore, Mamma

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Let Me Up Hudson!

February 2013


Now that's One Cute Teaso!

February 2013








Hudson and Axel - Good Buddies

February and March 2013



Dinner in The City with Daddy

February 2013

Tonight we met Daddy at his office near Times Square (1440 Broadway) and then ate at Brooklyn Diner. Hudson sat in Daddy's office chair and ate all the jelly beans on Daddy's desk. Daddy has a very cool office with sports memorabilia in it. You boys will think it's so cool as you get a little older! Daddy has a cool job.

All of his co-workers came to his office to check out his beautiful boys (and wife, wink wink ;). Daddy was proud. We strolled through Times Square. The weather was so nice! We had a nice dinner too. It was a lovely night. We heart you New York- forever!

Xoxo













JH Swinging at the Gym!

February 2013

JH,

Today we went to Kids U in Stamford and you had so much fun! You loved swinging on the swing. You were giggling so loud and I would catch your feet and let them go and you just giggled more. It was precious! You also crawled right in there with the big boys. Barely 7 months and crawling into the big jungle gym! You will be fearless like your brother- uh oh. You are are gonna be tough (but never too tough to love and hug your Mamma) - I can tell you that now.

Xoxox I love you tough boy!

Mamma

Hudson, the Artist

February 2013

Hudson,

You are so creative. You have your own style and you think outside the box- the sure sign of an artist. I love the way you color. Instead of coloring the dinos all one color, you color them many colors - your own style. LOVE IT!

I love you my artist!

Mamma



Happy Birthday Jack!

March 12, 2013

Today is Jack Kerouac's birthday. He is considered a literary icon. He said one of my favorite quotes, because I've always been a bit "mad". You boys may be a little "mad" as well, as you will come by that naturally. :). Nothing wrong with that. Crazy "mad" people are more exciting. The others are boring. Ha. Just be kind and giving and seek out kind and giving people to surround yourself with and the rest is up to you.

Xoxox I love you like mad!

Your "mad" Mamma

Monday, March 11, 2013

Dreams of My Father...

March 11, 2013

Boys,
This morning I woke up and I remembered that I had a very spiritual dream about my Father, your Gidi. It was wild, because I rarely dream of him. Dreams fade quickly so I'll try to remember what I dreamt. I know I had it in the late morning because Daddy left for work early and I had already woken up. This dream happened after I went back to sleep. I was sad when I woke up because it had to end, but I was happy that I had a visit from my father. I remember laying on a bed face down and all of a sudden I was being hugged hard, and maybe my hand was being squeezed hard. I was so happy my Dad finally came to see me and talk to me after all this time. I think I asked him why he had not come sooner. I asked him if he was in heaven and how was it? He said he was and I remember that he was positive and happy when speaking of heaven. I cannot remember much more, sadly, and I know we had a longer visit. I just remember hugging tight and him being happy and me being so happy to see him and talk to him....

Boys, I wish you could have met your Gidi. He was a helluva guy. A big, boisterous, colorful and big hearted man. You knew when he walked into a room. He would have loved you all so much. I think of him everyday. I wish I could have known him as an adult.

I love you Daddy/Gidi

What is a 'Lover of the Light?'

March 11, 2013

So, I'm really into this Mumford and Sons song right now, "Lover of the Light."

I think you almost have to find your own meaning in this song. It's like a beautiful, dream-like song, and the way Marcus Mumford sings it with all that emotion and passion almost takes me to another place when I'm listening to it. What exactly is a "Lover of the Light?" Listen yourselves and you decide, and watch the video if you can find it.

A clip if the lyrics:

"I know I've tried I was not stable
And Flawed by pride, I miss my sanguine eyes
So hold my hands up
Breathe in and breathe out.

So love the one you hold
And I will be your gold
To have and to hold
A lover of the light..."

I love you boys! Always read the lyrics...

xo Mamma

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Valentine's Cake

Feb 12, 2013

Hudsy,

Today we made our very first cake- me and you. A vanilla cake with heart sprinkles for Valentine's Day. You wanna know a secret- besides cakes I helped my mom with when I was little, I think this is the first cake I have ever made!!! This is one of our favorite past times- ESP you. YOU LOVE, and I mean LOVE, making any sort of dessert. We usually make brownies. I mean you light up and you run and get the bowl out, crack the eggs, pour in the veggie oil, stir it up, and you can't keep your fingers out of it. You do remind me of me when I was young. I loved when Siti made sweets. I'd lick the whole bowl. But, who am I kidding, I still lick the bowl right along with you.

I love you my little piece of delicious chocolate. I could eat you up! Xoxo Mamma

Lunch Time For Brothers

January 2013

You all are so precious eating lunch together. JH ate his baby Mum Mums happily right next to Hudson.

Love you babies! B

ROAR! JH, You Will Love T Rex By Default.

January 2013

Boys,

JH I'm not sure you will have a choice. After all, you are surrounded by 100s of dinosaurs and countless T Rex's of all size. Your brother's obsession with dinosaurs may rub off on you, but maybe not... we shall see! ROAR!!

Xoxox I love you love my little dinos, Mamma