I'm gonna take care of you Mamma.. 4-13-11

Hudson,

You just said one of the sweetest things to me that I have ever heard. We were in the shower and you said, "Mamma," I said, "Yes, my love," and you said, "I'm gonna take care of you." I was floored. My heart melted. Oh baby, you are the sweetest little boy ever. You do love your Mamma and your Mamma loves you. We just have a very special visceral connection. Mammas and babies always do, but this is different. You are my little man and I am your favorite girl. Someday, you will have another favorite girl, but I hope that I can always remain your first love, in a sense, or your first girl. You will always be my first love. I will always take care of you and I always be there when you need me. I always tell you at night, "Mamma is never far away. I am always close by." Remember that my love, my heart, my soul, amore mio, mi amor.

Your Mamma