Hudson Sleeping With Orange Bear- You Are Still My Baby

1-16-13

Hudson,

I just went and checked on you (I check on you and John Henry many times before I go to sleep) and there you were, next to Orange Bear sleeping peacefully. You had put Orange Bear under the covers! Just absolutely precious! It makes me realize that you are still such a sweet and tender baby even though you are going to be 5. 5! I cannot believe it. You will always be my baby.

I love you sweet sweet boy, Mamma

The Most Intuitive & Intelligent 3 Yr Old...

4-9-12

Hudson,

You never cease to amaze me or Daddy. We were talking about your fourth birthday coming up. I cannot believe you are going to be 4. My baby. My baby! We were all eating dinner and I said to you, " I cannot believe you are going to be 4." You said, "Does that make you kind of sad Mommy?" I said, "I am happy for you , but a little sad, because you are such a big boy, but you will always be my baby." You said, "Well Mamma, you have a baby in your belly and he will come out and you will have a baby again to hold." I mean Daddy and I just looked at one another! Is this a 3 year old or a little man that we are raising? WOW! I love you sweet baby love, Mamma

Baby Boy Squires Sonogram

March 23, 2012

Baby Boy Squires 2,

I am 5.5 months pregnant. Today, Daddy and Mommy went to the doctor and Mamma got a check up and a sonogram. Baby Boy Squires 2 is healthy and amazing - thank God! You were moving all around and made a fist. Seeing you on the screen is nothing short of a miracle and made Daddy and Mommy smile, laugh and Mommy teary eyed. It's a miracle from God. There is a baby inside my belly, growing - a miracle! We love you so much Baby Boy. So much!!! We all can't wait to meet you and wish you could be here tomorrow. Hudson asked me if you could come tomorrow, and I said you would be here in 4 months. He said, "4 months!!! How long is that?" He is ready to meet you now. He kisses my belly a lot and sings to you. He will sing, "Baby brother, baby brother, come out of Mamma's belly." It is so precious and so sweet!

I can tell you this pregnancy has been much more tiring for Mamma. Hudson doesn't let me rest much and doesn't like that my energy is zapped. There is not much down time with this pregnancy like there was with Hudson. We are all ready for you to be here. You are so loved and we can't wait to hold you!!

We love you sweet baby boy!! So much!!! xoxoxo

Mamma

Your Baby Brother or Sister!

December 8, 2011

Hudson my love,

Daddy and I received the best news!!! We are so blessed by the good Lord. THANK YOU GOD! He is sending you a baby brother or sister. Today, we heard the baby's heartbeat. It is truly such a miracle. Daddy and I are so happy!!! You are going to be the best big brother ever!!

xoxo my soon to be big brother, Mamma